39 Weeks...365 Updates Starting now!

So, doctor appointments are every Tuesday at 1pm. Since 36weeks5days weeks they have been weekly and at first very exciting! Now....not so much....At 36/5 weeks, I was a fingertip dilated and baby was a little dropped! Good for 36/5!! There was talk of Landon coming early!! I started nesting and I was cramping like no one's business!!! I was sitting on the couch one afternoon and as I got up from the couch my tummy got so tight and so cramped that I actually CRIED! I couldn't breathe, couldn't stand, couldn't walk! I was in such excruciating pain!! Doctor said it was a really bad muscle cramp...And that's when things slowed down. At my next appointment, 37 weeks 5 days, I was a full one centimeter dilated and doctor said baby had dropped even more. Exciting, right!??!!! Until, my last appointment....38weeks 5 days and Landon has not budged!!! 80% Effaced 1 centimeter dilated and Landon fluctuates from -3 to -2 station....So, he floats up and down. Greaaaaaaaaattt..........Now, we talk inductions and C-Sections just cause first babies tend to come either on time or later....I know I know. I have another week and a half to go! He has plenty of time! But, it's a hard thing to wait for!!
     Im tired, cranky, anxious, sleepy!! I don't fall asleep easily. Mind you, it's 1 in the morning and I'm updating my blog. Tired, yes, but if I lay down I can't breathe and I toss and turn. Lando wakes up with every move to make sure I'm ok, so if I don't sleep, he doesn't sleep. I guess i was just really hoping to avoid this whole "uncomfortable, 9-months-in-one" stage. But, who do I think I am?? I couldn't possibly be THAT lucky!! So, now we wait. He'll comes when he comes and that's that!!